{"id":252,"date":"2024-02-25T01:22:10","date_gmt":"2024-02-25T01:22:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/societyforritualarts.com\/website_02846d40\/?page_id=252"},"modified":"2024-02-26T23:34:29","modified_gmt":"2024-02-26T23:34:29","slug":"a-weather-of-my-own-making","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/societyforritualarts.com\/rw\/2024-spring\/a-weather-of-my-own-making\/","title":{"rendered":"A Weather of my own Making"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[et_pb_section fb_built=&#8221;1&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.24.2&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; background_color=&#8221;rgba(255,255,255,0.7)&#8221; width=&#8221;80%&#8221; max_width=&#8221;1200px&#8221; module_alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_row _builder_version=&#8221;4.24.0&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_column type=&#8221;4_4&#8243; _builder_version=&#8221;4.24.0&#8243; _module_preset=&#8221;default&#8221; global_colors_info=&#8221;{}&#8221;][et_pb_image src=&#8221;http:\/\/societyforritualarts.com\/website_02846d40\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/RW-header-3.png&#8221; 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